Ah, it was good to be back with God's family again this morning! The last time I was in church was just before Thanksgiving, and it was a blessing to return.
In Sunday School this morning, we studied commitment; how our first commitment ought to always be God, and then to our family. I got a lot of good ideas that I'm going to incorporate into my Sacred Hideaway show this week (remember, Monday and Thursday at 7pm ET on Radio CIA).
Specific verses which really made me stop and think were
Galatians 2:20 - I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.
and
Luke 14:26-27 - If anyone comes to Me and does not hate his father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters, yes, and his own life also, he cannot be My disciple. And whoever does not bear his cross and come after Me cannot be My disciple.
The level of commitment we owe Jesus is no light and easy thing: it must be a dedicated, purposeful, and consistent pursuit. No, we will never be perfect disciples here on earth, but because of the sacrifice Christ made for us, we need to strive to do our best to follow Him. When we fail - and we will - we must fall on the grace of God for forgiveness and strength to try again.
That leads me to a hymn we sang this morning, "I Must Tell Jesus." I had never heard this hymn before, but its words are so true:
I must tell Jesus all of my trials;
I cannot bear these burdens alone;
In my distress He kindly will help me;
He ever loves and cares for His own.
Refrain
I must tell Jesus! I must tell Jesus!
I cannot bear my burdens alone;
I must tell Jesus! I must tell Jesus!
Jesus can help me, Jesus alone.
I must tell Jesus all of my troubles;
He is a kind, compassionate friend;
If I but ask Him, He will deliver,
Make of my troubles quickly an end.
Refrain
Tempted and tried, I need a great Savior;
One Who can help my burdens to bear;
I must tell Jesus, I must tell Jesus;
He all my cares and sorrows will share.
Refrain
O how the world to evil allures me!
O how my heart is tempted to sin!
I must tell Jesus, and He will help me
Over the world the victory to win.
Refrain
I need to remember that I cannot possibly do any work for Christ in my own strength. It is His strength and His life which I must rely upon. He is a very present help in times of trouble, and He has said that there are no temptations I have that are unusual - but He will always provide a way for me to bear up under the load.
It was wonderful to see Pastor Hank, because I'd spent the past four weeks or so being terribly embarrassed whenever I saw him - after all, I'd promised that I'd be in church this Sunday or that, and always found an excuse to remain at home (OK, once or twice I did have a legitimate excuse, honest!). So, it will be nice to see him dropping off his kids at school and being able to wave with a clear conscience, LOL!
For his sermon, Pastor Hank spoke from Genesis 1, and it was fanTAStic to hear the Word preached so strongly and unapologetically! As Pastor Hank said,
If you don't get Genesis 1:1 right, you're not going to get anything right!
"In the beginning, GOD..."
If we don't begin with God - the true, living and holy God - then everything we do and think will be based upon the wrong foundation! It's not what scientists say, it's not what your friends say, it's not what your family says - it's what *GOD* says. God speaks the Truth, and though the world scoffs and says that "science" disproves the claims of the Bible, it is the claims of a sinful, ephemeral race against the Word of the God of Truth who is our Creator and Sustainer.
As I write this, I am reminded of Romans (d'uh! My favorite book of the Bible!), particularly chapter one, verses 18-23:
For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, because what may be known of God is manifest in them, for God has shown it to them. For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so that they are without excuse, because, although they knew God, they did not glorify Him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolish hearts were darkened. Professing to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man—and birds and four-footed animals and creeping things.
And that's me, too... Although I have been saved by God's wonderful grace and mercy, I still wrestle with my sin nature. Unfortunately, I don't even give it an earnest wrestle - too often I just roll over and let my carnal desires just walk away with me.
But since God created me, since He knew me before I was born, since He formed me in my mother's womb, and since He died for me, *I* need to recommit, each and every moment of the day, to serving and glorifying Him, to making every effort to control my heart and mind and conform them to His purpose. As Paul said, it's only reasonable:
I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service. And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.
Father, I pray that You help me keep my mind, heart and spirit anchored in You. You are the way, the truth and the life, and there is no other name under heaven by which we may be saved. Seal my heart, keep me true to You, and convict me of sin so I may come to You in true remorse. Help me turn away from carnal desires, and give me righteous and godly desires in their place so that I may proclaim Your glory and be a true witness to Your power and love. I ask these things in the name of You Son, who loved me and gave Himself for me. Amen.